dreamsarefairytales

I sometimes wish Not even upon a star That for once inside my head It would be quiet. No pain no gain With fear and shame That’s how in this world You achieve your gain Your loss, your blame The pages I have turned The insides that have burned Torn apart and torn again That’s the legacy of men. It’s a dark place to be This mind of mine, I see That lights try and fight and burn And flicker a slight second in return For one thought of happiness One small victory An ounce Dropped and dead and rising again Until the end of time Like a Phoenix from the ash Like a flame from cinder cold But I will never be the bold And beauti

My heart My mind it's a battle with no end there are beatings and beats thoughts mingling and mixing underneath my skin I'm marked by the touch your hand left in that space between my fingers made just for yours. It's a chaos I can't handle first love first time first sight still not sure whether to cry or laugh still not sure whether it's you or the love you give me I'm addicted to. Question marks, empty spaces, sometimes a silence like an unfinished paragraph or story has only just begun and the sentences and words flow trough my head and trough my blood wondering if I should run. But you can't hide from yourself what you want what y

There was this moment And I knew the very instant I knew. It was a door, a window, an escape And I had the liberty to take it or leave it, shut it. I knew. I was uncertain, scared, excited My first real leap The first time I laid my hands in the hands of fate I knew. It was this energy that you exhaled, it was this connection that we made. I knew. It was all the times that you allowed me to rest my case, pick up my pen and fight. I knew. I guess that two words are not misplaced for all the words I've written and all the words I have yet to write. Two hearts that beat together Millions of people that are connected. Thank you. I knew.

So insignificant and careless across the world they float on a cloud of innocence wherever flowers grow. They wander without a clue Not worrying, not tiring on the rhythm of the summerbeat and summerbees springsongs and springbreeze. So small and weak in their childish wonder they seem almost unreal. And when it passes by, it doesn't brag, it doesn't even make a sound. And when one accidentally happens to cross our way, we wave away the colored streaks of joy and happy sun ray. Without a thought for its misery of finding a place to play and work the magic of its species. We see them in their glory When they open up their treasures

Times in life where it spreads like a disease Grows on you like fruit on a tree Sneaks on you like the nighttime Before you realize it you’re in its grip trapped like a deer in headlights wrapped like a Christmas present And when you see it you are trapped still in a sea of happiness because you know it’s right it’s good it’s perfect it’s foolish you’re blind to all the rest And when you feel it the sting of the butterflies the hurt the pain the shame then you really know it you’re in love.

Sometimes she wishes wishes she could fly and look from above down on a world where everyone soars through life with the grace of elephants and the wisdom of pigs Sometimes she wishes Up there above there was someone like her to fly away with sometimes a bird would make her cry because a bird can and she can’t spread her wings and fly…